July Flame

July starts tomorrow, and clearly I’m down to posting once a month. That’s okay. Most of the thoughts that run through my head all day aren’t fit to print.

I am ashamed to say I wasted the entire month of June. I DID start my pattern, but didn’t get far. I have less than a month to finish it and ship it off now.

Can I do it? I don’t know. I know I have to, but beyond that…..Understand, my middle name is Procrastinator. And no, my first name ain’t Baby.

I do this all the time, and I know it about myself. I was soooo bad in college; understand, I was that person staying up all night on Jolt Cola and No Doz. I should have just mainlined crank. But it seemed to work, so I’ve stuck with it.

But today, I will work. And tomorrow, too. And I will cross it off my to-do list. I think my biggest problem was deciding on the construction of the garment. I believe in seams – I hate in-the-round knitting, because seams really stabilize your work and give it a definite shape. But so many people are on the in-the-round bandwagon.

However, I got an e-mail (just a newsletter I subscribe to) from one of my favorite designers last week. And she confirmed my belief that seams are the way to go. Why do I question myself all the time? Why do I care so much what other people think even though I say I don’t?

That’s a discussion for another time.

Last week was actually Busy! and Eventful! I went to one of those wine-drinking and painting classes with my old BN friends last Thursday. I had no idea what to expect, and even though they didn’t give us our promised wine (looked like you had to BYOB – oh well, I was driving anyway), I came up the the sunflowers on the right:

The picture on the left is one someone painted of me in college.

The picture on the left is one someone painted of me in college.

I think the coolest thing about the class was that for the two hours you were there, you really had to concentrate on what you were doing. There wasn’t a lot of chatter between my group, we were all engrossed in our work. Everyone ended up with something totally different, and when I say everyone I mean the entire 50+ people there. I will tell you in all honesty that I consider myself creative, but I am by no means a painter. However, I found out two interesting things during the class. I paint ambidextrously, and I was more interested in texture and color than in getting my picture “just right.” Bottom line, I am actually proud of my picture!

In other news, I have not lost any weight this summer, I have actually gained a pound or two. Or two pounds. Say it however you like. I have been going to the gym, but I am not burning calories at the rate of my friends who use the same Polar watch heart rate device I own. They show off their 300 to 1000 calorie burning sessions, and I can barely get the the 200 mark. But I’m trying.

I also broke my toe last week, which has slowed me down, but it’s getting better. Then, the A/C stopped working. It was fixed, but then my ceiling started leaking. And a tropical storm is expected today and it’s not fixed yet.

I am trying to keep it together but I find I am getting stressed out about the small shit. It has always been so with me. But seriously: A leaking ceiling in hurricane season is BAD.

Understand: I have enough money to take me to the end of September if I’m lucky, but if I don’t get this job back I am fucked. And though I’ve been trying to be positive, the nightmares about unemployment are starting up, and fear is creeping in.

I hate to go out on a sad note, so I will say that though I am not going to do it now, I do want to write a post about ways I have found to save money this summer. I am becoming quite the thrifty girl. And one them is just this: go to the park. You heard me, go to the effing park!

We have so many local parks, and even though it is hotter than Satan at a barbecue in the summer, if you go in the evening and there is a breeze, it is heaven. Jon and I went on Friday night for a food truck invasion event, and we’re going to do it again, but with our own picnic. We sat and ate and I told him about a depressing Danish movie I watched with Mads Mikkelsen. Well, Mads was IN it, he didn’t sit and watch it with me. Sigh. I think THAT alone would cure my depression!

So in a nutshell, this is what my summer has constituted of thus far: Depressing foreign movies!

And Jersey Boys, but I had to take mom to something.

I’m going to close now because I haven’t much else to say, and just sitting here tapping these keys is a form of procrastination. But the selfie onslaught continues. I just can’t seem to stop. Once you find your good angles, you never want another person to take your photo again, because nobody does it better….than you.





  1. Gina · July 4, 2014

    Ugh! You have had some shit come down in June, but here’s to a better July. I am looking forward to your thrifty blog post. Even though I don’t spend wildly, I like to see what others are doing to save and stretch their dollars.
    Hugs to you!

    • tanyadiva · July 10, 2014

      I did it just for you!

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